crazy.

i meet this girl.and she was so cool.she wear that star wars t-shirt.the blue one.the darth vader one.he loves R2.whoaa!we watched that panda.the panda was a noodle chef.the panda try to learn kungfu its so funny.its friday.(friday im in love-the cure)

again again again again.

then there is the green big guy.playing this movie.he is so bigg.damn.but this one is a great movie.i watched it with her.she lay her head to my shoulder.my hearth pump the blood fastly.my veins vasoconstrictly.uh.you know what i feel.(dont fall in love with me-the girl with a pink shirt).then i already fell.i cant.i cant.i cant.i grab her hand.(i wanna hold your hand-the beatles).

then there was a movie about the pyscho girl.she killed everybody to make happy this boy.he was a writer.every story has it ends.she try to finished the boy story.by killed all the people who live in that apartment.she feel cold.cause we are in the cinema.then i lend my brown hoody.she wear it.jifest crew eh?then.i start to look in to her eyes(this is not ghost rider story.).it feel just the same as i look her above.then kiss.first kiss was not good.she kinda mad.then i kiss again and this is for real.my hearth exploded.

she asked why did you kiss me?because i have falling.you.dont fall.i cant.dont fall.i cant.dont fall.i will hurt you.im happy when you are happy.my kissed are to heavy and hard.you have to learn kiss softly and smoothwithout losing the intensity.

you start act strangely differently.you think it will be comfortableif i dont treat you as your girlfriend yet.this including holding hand.strange.strange.i miss your hug.hug.hug.

then then then again.again again.again.this is crazy.this is madness.really.pass about a month.
i look into her eyes.i start to feel.i start falling.but.i know that shes feel the same way too.but have she ever considered my feeling.when she talked about another man.im human too.ican take it.but.again again again.now she's away.in bali.i miss her.but.but.but.it kinda loss.(incubus-i miss you).if you love me then you wouldnt dare right?.our tongue is our destruction.our tongue can killed a man.our tongue is our greatest weapon.mo great than a tank even a transformer robot.or vader light saber.scary.

ask again.you love me.or not.but question tag.that i cant answer.all this i've been through.whats the answer.just think.my feeling when you ask this question.loss.loss.loss.loss.loss.dont mellow!.you made me.you made me.you made me.

she said we have no duty about this relationship.never ask again.miss.love.or anything like that.
cause we are not what we are.sad huh?.the i try to cheer my self.because i just want to see her smiling.smile under the sad.not fight under the shade(300 movie).you cry.what should i do?.idont know.(if i feel-across the universe).this is madness.

this is crazy.
remember "the more people gonna love you the more people gonna hate you".WRONG.so wrong."the more people love you.then you can see which love that forever.forget the hate.then love them differently."
this is crazy.i try to prove some thing but its not working.

jakarta.12.july.2008.iki.